Life's a game but it's not fair.

Countdown to school; 31.12.09
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                   school->5.1.10

6 days more!

sabar saja, saatnya sampai tu nanti. i can't withstand this hols anymore, not with this typical boring days!  and Faiz, he doesn't  give that much attention to me either, i'm kinda missing him, but yes... I just endure it, and i won't tell.

and how i need someone to tell everything to... my bestfriends's always here for me, but i just don't tell them everything. Faiz, i thought he's the one who'll listen to my problems, but i feel like he doesn't deserve to!

i miss my bestfriends, Hanif Muqri and SF. they WERE the one who could change my mood, made me cheerful! and now they just forget me. :( yes i deserve to be forgotten by them. but there's two women that i miss more than anyone else, my auntie Sunarsih and my dearest teacher Sally! i've lost contact with them. plus, i'm perpetually indebted to them!

I miss school, the only place where i can relax my mind and away from my family. i've got good friends :) there are some place with good humidity and nice view. and i miss tests and exams :')

I miss cigu Johani so badly! :') and i miss my ex-ugama-classmate so damnly!