Life's a game but it's not fair.

Countdown to school; 31.12.09
                               1.1.10
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                   school->5.1.10

6 days more!

sabar saja, saatnya sampai tu nanti. i can't withstand this hols anymore, not with this typical boring days!  and Faiz, he doesn't  give that much attention to me either, i'm kinda missing him, but yes... I just endure it, and i won't tell.

and how i need someone to tell everything to... my bestfriends's always here for me, but i just don't tell them everything. Faiz, i thought he's the one who'll listen to my problems, but i feel like he doesn't deserve to!

i miss my bestfriends, Hanif Muqri and SF. they WERE the one who could change my mood, made me cheerful! and now they just forget me. :( yes i deserve to be forgotten by them. but there's two women that i miss more than anyone else, my auntie Sunarsih and my dearest teacher Sally! i've lost contact with them. plus, i'm perpetually indebted to them!

I miss school, the only place where i can relax my mind and away from my family. i've got good friends :) there are some place with good humidity and nice view. and i miss tests and exams :')

I miss cigu Johani so badly! :') and i miss my ex-ugama-classmate so damnly!

An Afternoon With My Dear Amal Aqilah =D

it was EXHILIRATING! hahaha. vaining much, for about an hour or so. after that, badminton fever! as if --'

18.12.2009, a day to remember (:

it was 2.58.22 am,

FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

k*im holding ur hand*,will u be mine?

02:58:46I say:

you're holding my hand? in your dream huh?

02:58:53-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

02:58:57-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

sja menambah

02:59:57I say:

oh. nah, inda tia ku jadi tidur kul 3.

03:00:04-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:00:17I say:

inda apalah. nothing will happen.. adi2ku ada

03:00:45-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

alum tdur?u dont answer my question yet,tikah

03:01:10I say:

serious kau kah?

03:01:19I say:

i hate yesterday.

03:01:22-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

awu im serious

03:02:08-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

ah napa yesterday?

03:02:25I say:

ready kau dah kali? --'

03:02:33-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:02:40-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

sdah eh

03:03:50I say:

it's three and i'm nervous.

03:04:00-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:04:03-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

nervous eh

03:04:10I say:

aku takut wah!

03:04:13-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

or ure not ready yet?

03:04:20I say:

bukan atu...

03:04:40-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

napa th?

03:04:56I say:

i'm trying to figure out bunyi apa tadi tu...

03:05:07-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:05:09-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

laen

03:05:11I say:

kau taulah, without headset... i can hear things...

03:05:46-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

wuu!bek jua ku makai headset masane

03:06:06I say:

bah i'm okay.

03:06:28-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

k haha

03:06:32-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

jadi?

03:06:38I say:

aku karau ni...

03:07:58I say:

Ya Allah, apakan dalam mindku ani.... sadang penakut ani eh...

03:08:40-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

apada kn?relax gurl~bwa berzikir

03:09:08I say:

fine. sure.

03:09:48-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

bh jadi?haha! luan aku ne eh

03:12:29I say:

didn't i say sure? haha. that's not it.

03:12:41I say:

yeah, sure. i'll be yours.

03:12:43-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha..antam

03:12:57-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

yaaaaaaaahooooooooooo!!

03:14:30I say:

hahahahah *ketawa jua ku ni,

03:14:39-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:14:51-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

mnyediakan fireworks jua ku ne

03:16:02I say:

bunuh diri kau kah?

03:16:11-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

ndaa

03:16:13I say:

nada deh.

03:16:19-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

celebrate

03:16:20I say:

aku kan join..

03:16:21-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

haha

03:16:29-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

celebrate new year

03:16:58I say:

lambat. aku sudah tadi

03:22:11-FA17. Atikaholic i love u,infinitely says:

arh my kampung,smua urg tbngun

after all, i love you boyfriend ;) ( :P) HAHA!

He's The One, Faiz :)

Faiz, Faiz, Faiz. the thought of him makes my heart boom boom pow. I'm still wondering what is he doing right now, is he okay? does he miss me like the way i miss him? The feeling of guiltiness inside of me seems to fade away, but yeah... life ain't as easy as before. Yes, you're my life now.

2010, take me away now! Berazam sudah ku ni --'